Happy Holidays

First of all, I wish my aunt and her family are getting along in their new home and town (Penang). They moved to Penang from Klang on the 29th of December.

So, Uncle Cheong brought mom and I to Klang on the 28th of December to help them got the last packing done. I didnt help much, just hung up some nice clean curtains, so that the new family in the house would not have to do it on their own.

The rest, I was just playing with Ban Ban, their cute dog. I almost couldnt recognized it when I first saw it. She has grown up, but still cute as usual.

She has this 'painted' looking cute face.

With interesting patterns on its fat and round body.

See you all again in this coming Chinese New Year. :) And Ban Ban, I will always miss you. xoxo



The next day (29th Dec), I went to Kuala Selangor with Uncle Leong and family, mom and Uncle Cheong. Speaking of Kuala Selangor, it must be Seafood feast!! Too bad, the pics of nice seafood and sceneries are still in Uncle Cheong's DSLR.

But here are some pics that I took with my good behaving handphone cam.

We first sightseeing around the fishing village.

A peacefull river.

The fishing village.

Then we headed to this mountain. Was first trying to drive to the top, but it was not allowed. So we had to get tickets, to get up by trucks that look like train. LOL. With a cheap and reasonable price. Only RM2 for adults and RM1 for kids (return tickets).

The light house.


So loving.

They were not afraid of strangers at all.

Another pair. With an 'ang mo's' leg.

After enough of sightseeing and monkey shows (well, nice shows afterall), we headed to a riverview restaurant to have our dinner. We ordered, 2 different flavours of crabs, buns, prawns, seafood soup with funny name (肥水不流别人甜) and one dish that I dont know what it called. It was a fantastic and very very delicious meal with great satisfaction!!

Simply delicious soup. Sweet~

And we headed home. Mom bought these 3 flavours of crackers (to be fried before CNY).

From left: prawn, sweet potatoe, potatoe.

It was a fun and good family outting afterall. :)



-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-

I should be happy

This is what a friend of mine told me. I should write something happier as life should be happy.

Well, I just write how I feel. Blogging how and what I feel, will make me happier or at least, not that sad. Just a new way for me to express and get myself release of what I want to, especially when there is nobody there to talk to.

Thank you to this friend, for keep reading my blog. It's just so nice when someone is really taking note what I write and how I feel. Hope this entry will cheer you up as I'm writing about you. :D

Another happiness to share, at least I'm happy about it. I work till 3pm only in New Year Eve :D Fantastic!!! Although I have not have plans yet, but still, I'm very happy about it. =)

Happy New Year to all my friends and peeps who read my blog. xoxo



-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-

I dont know what to put

At times, I'd feel lonely and sad..
and my mood would dropped from 80% to -10%

Sometimes, I wish there would just be someone notices me being down
what I need is just a little bit of attention from being drown

But what I hope for, is always different from the reality
and would there be even one possibility?

What I had paid for
Is not what I had paid off

There just couldn't be a company by my side
when I'm about to get a suicide

Till when this hateful feeling would be disappeared
no one could tell me exactly when it would



-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-

Lonely night

Sitting at home in X'mas Day is quite bored and lonely... Seeing everyone having their plans and dates, made me more boring and frustrating...

Besides tv, Internet is my best friend whenever I'm bored. Surfing the net, listening to the music, is very relaxing and soothing. But when it reached Edwin McCain's I Could Not Ask For More, made me to have a deep thought....

Last year's X'mas, I was still able to have hopes and companion... remembering how I chose and bought presents for him.. birthday + X'mas... It was such a happy moment, although we weren't able to touch each other.. thought I was lucky to be able to find him... though, it was all wrong and messed up.

Still having thoughts of him is not a good thing, should get rid of it soon. But memories, are such miraculous and funny things. Unable to control my thoughts made me go crazy most of the times... I'm sorry to those if I happen to be rude and offended your feelings...

Whether it's because I'm naive or stupid, I have to move on. It's so easy to say, but when you're in that shoes, everything goes so difficult. It took me quite awhile to get over it, and somehow, once in awhile, it will still pop up out of no where.

It's my toughness, rudeness, evilness that brought me to this situation. Would there be someone, who like my toughness, rudeness and evilness? It's really difficult.

Eventhough friends and families are around, but they wont be by your side at every moment. They all have their plans and activities going on anyway... Just wish I could be more independent and generous with good heart and patience.



-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-
a lonely x'mas again

What's attached means? life-saving tube?

I have a friend, telling me that her heart is a bit shaken with a new friend she just met. At first, I was like, girl, you're having a good guy now, better to take a good look on the situation before making any decisions.

It is nothing wrong to know new friends, and get a better one for yourself. Just thinking that, their relationships just got stable, and shouldn't make any bad changes. My friend knows that too, but still, just wanting to get someone that is more suitable and better for herself.

And today, while I was having lunch with my colleagues, I heard something more shocking. This colleague of mine, attached with her bf for 10 years and she's still looking for a better one!! My gosh, that's a bit over to me.

Her bf has been waiting her for so many years; bought a house, wrote her name; but still, she's still not satisfied. If never planned to get married with him, why still holding him?

Nowadays, relationships between humans have changed. Treating a relationship as a life-saving tube perhaps? This is really something really pathetic to me.... I can't point the finger to anyone, because I don't know what and who caused this..

Once you're saved, or found a nicer one, can just quickly kick it away??? It's just sooooooo not reliable in these days.... Feel so sad about it... I hope I'm not a person like this....

Not only relationships, friendships as well. I've seen people now, treating their friends like a piece of trash, or a stepping stone, to get whatever they want. They betrayed their friends, talking bad in front of others, what are these all about???

It's just so sick to see all these, terrifying of I'd become one that betrayed and got betrayed... Would I not be influenced as well? I'm clueless about it... it really does give me a bad feeling.... sighs...



-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-

new hairstyle with new diet

Well, I was thinking to perm my hair curly or straighten it... So i did something silly.... haha.. I tied up all my hair in a bundle and a few hours later, I let go and see how do I look with 'curly' hair.

This was how my 'curly' hair looked.

Do I look nice with this 'curly' hair??


Perhaps I titled my head and let my hair this way? haha

But in the end, I went to get my hair straighten. I still prefer my hair to be extremely straight. Why? Because I dont have to comb my hair and mess with it every morning. Haha... lazy bum right?? :P

Tada~ This is how I look like now :)

Looking so 'fresh & young' huh?? perasan lar!!

And after I camwhored for a few pics of myself, I found my face has become rounder!! Oh my gosh, it's only been 2 months I started to work and sit in the office, and I've gained weight and become fatter!!!!!!

It was all the fault of the lunches and junks!! Dont believe?? Let you all take a good look.

Chicken rice from Old Town.

chicken rice with 'milky butter sauce' in food & tea.

Tom Yam seafood with rice in claypot.

'Tom Yam Kung' *sweat sweat*

Cute Munchies Mini from 7-11 for my 'itchy' mouth.

My creative creation of Slurpee. Nice colour huh?

So you see, how would I not gain weight??? And all the above are just a tiny little bit part of my consumption of fattening food. So.... I've decided to do something with my diet... I'd only consume oatmeal during lunch, and eat small portion of dinner.

Since I started to work, I reach home quite late everyday, so I've been eating smaller portion for dinner. So now, I try to eat oatmeal for a week as lunch and see if it's effective. So this is how my lunch today looked like... a bit gross to you I guess haha

Haha, anyone??

-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-
determined!!

Fantasies.... lots of fantasies...

I remember I wrote this last year, but I'm still feeling strong about what I've written...


I want to meet someone that will treasure me.

I want to meet someone that will catch and wipe my tears when i cry.

I want to meet someone that will take care of me when i fall sick.

I want to meet someone that will feel sad when i'm sad.

I want to meet someone that will make me smile when i'm unhappy.

I want to meet someone that will not let me to worry about him all the time.

I want to meet someone that will love me more than anything.

I want to meet someone that will feel anxious when i dont show up.

I want to meet someone that will sing me serenade.

I want to meet someone that will understand me about what I like and what I hate.

I want to meet someone that willing to rub my back until i fall asleep.

I want to meet someone that willing to be my crying shoulders.

I want to meet someone that will care for me.

I want to meet someone that I'm in his heart all the time.

I want to meet someone that will hold me tight when i feel cold or scared.

I want to meet someone that will be next to me whenever i'm in need.

I want to meet someone that will carry me when i'm lazy to walk.

I want to meet someone that will watch the sunset/sunrise/rainbow with me unlimited times.

I want to meet someone that will share an ice cream with me.

I want to meet someone that will greet me good morning sweetheart and good night baby everyday and night.

I want to meet someone that will hold my hand when I'm afraid of the heights.

I want to meet someone that will cook for me.

I want to meet someone that will use his hands to keep me off the rain when there is no umbrella.

I want to meet someone that will cover my ears when thunder claps.

I want to meet someone that will go along with me when my imaginations flow.

I want to meet someone that will give me his jacket before i ask.

I want to meet someone that will look into my heart more than just my physical appearance.

I want to meet someone that will feel proud of me and show me to his friends and families.

I want to meet someone that will protect me from harm.

I want to meet someone that will treat me as i'm his world.

I want to meet someone that will stand up for me when i got bullied.

I want to meet someone that will treat me as a little girl of him sometimes.

I want to meet someone that will tell me "I LOVE YOU" once in a while and he really means it when he says.

All these are just the fantasies... I believe it is difficult to have it all...but it's just so nice if there is a person like that to appear in my life....

Wondering if there would be someone next to me when I get back there next time..

-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-
in the lonely night

My first blog in blogspot

I signed up last night and customomized a bit, but didn't manage to post anything... too sleepy =.=

Since most of my friends have blogs, so I have to have one. My reason to start blogging??? Nah...

I just think that it's a good way to update my friends and to read my own blogs some time in the future.

Ok, enough of babel. To make this first blog memorable, I'll write about my new car :)

My dream car has always been Mini Cooper, but since it's too expensive for me now, so I wanted a Savvy. But then, my mom and friends around were so worry about Savvy's performance and quality and urge me to change to Myvi. So I bought a Myvi in the end so that everyone is happy.

Of course, I'm happy too. At least when I fetch my families and friends, they would have more comfortable seats.

So let's take a look at my handsome Myvi haha~

From the right..

From the left...

Very comfy head rests from uncle :) thank you~

So that I wont be lonely while driving... :) bought from Legoland London :D

And this 3 little thing, (from left) Bobby, Hamish and Bobby :D

I wasn't really like to drive him (yeah, it's a he :P), but after 2 weeks, I found him is getting nicer :) Happy driving~~

Time to sleep =.=
Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes