I dont know what to put

At times, I'd feel lonely and sad..
and my mood would dropped from 80% to -10%

Sometimes, I wish there would just be someone notices me being down
what I need is just a little bit of attention from being drown

But what I hope for, is always different from the reality
and would there be even one possibility?

What I had paid for
Is not what I had paid off

There just couldn't be a company by my side
when I'm about to get a suicide

Till when this hateful feeling would be disappeared
no one could tell me exactly when it would



-Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes-