It's now 9.20am. I've just reached my work place not long ago. The traffic was jammed almost every morning...
On the way, I saw an ambulance speeding with its siren put on. I blanked for awhile, then I thought of my dad...
He was sent to the hospital a few times before he joined the family with heavenly Father. The ambulances from the government sucked!! I tell you. Rude and wanted 'coffee money' all the time.
The last time dad was sent in an ambulance was back home from the hospital. Mom decided to call a private ambulance. That was very nice. They drove slow, whenever there was a traffic, they put on the siren. Everything they did were to make sure my dad to be comfortable....
Dad had his birthday celebration on that week itself.... I'm thankful that he managed to celebrate before he left. At least his wish was fulfiled. He left after 2 weeks, silently and peacefully. I was relieved, that he didn't have to suffer anymore. Seeing him having difficulty in breathing, extremely in pain and messed up by the drugs to lessen his pain was heart-breaking to us.
I regret I didn't do my best to be with him when he was still around. This will be stuck to me forever.
I miss you dearly Baba. T_T
--Jenn a.k.a. blueyfetes--
missing Baba dearly
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"I regret I didn't do my best to be with him when he was still around. This will be stuck to me forever"
I understand exactly how you feel. Babe, you're getting me all teary eyed already!
My tear almost drop too when writing this. But I held it.... cos I'm in the office.
send my condolence to you~
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